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Goodie Song

2011-07-06T21:23:00.002+07:00

In a crowded place, I see just your face
And it looks so familiar
I can't get to you, though I'm trying to
There are just too many barriers

But I only see you, in all that I do
To the rest I am blind
I don't want something new, other than you,
For the rest of my life

People talking lough, I can't hear the crowd
You are so much more appealing
I'll be honest girl, you've become my world
And I'll spend my life exploring

'Cause I only see you, in all that I do
To the rest I am blind
I don't want something new, other than you,
For the rest of my life

(Benton Paul)

This song is so under-rated, It's a nice song though.

never regret what you do, only regret what you don't do,

-bungakarnisa-

Free.

2011-06-08T09:46:00.003+07:00

Hi guys! it's been awhile since I had my super-long-time-final-exam. It's totally exhausting haha. So today I'm going to shop with my mom, and it's totally a girls day out. Say what?yippie. I know for my randomness but I think I'm having a superb great time but also with a little.....yeah you can call it heart-aching(?). You know, sometimes people come and go, and sometimes the people who you wanted to stay the most are the people who are meant to go. But it's okay, people come and go right?........I guess.

I'm totally sorry for my randomness, let's get back to the main idea. Freedom. Holiday. Having fun. I'm having about 1 month day off I guess from now. Even though you can't call it all of that days are "the day you can rest, sleep, or etc", but it's officially a day off from school subjects (not from school thingy). But I'm glad the rough school days are over. You know, In the exam week for my senior high school (SMAN 8 Jakarta), it's like a war month (I'm not saying that is an exam week cause it's totally a month not a week). You know, everybody study harden than you can ever imagine, some didn't sleep through the night for BioChemieMathPhysic, and some others didn't sleep until 1 am 2 am or 3 am. It's totally hectic month hahaha. And you know, I ate like a pig (I meant it) for a month because of those exams. I ate everything, I want to ate everything.........gosh.

But it's totally over and I'm glad, and we're waiting for the rest of score this week or next week. Pssssst I'm going to take a shower after this (I know,lazy cow), so catch up later, Alligator!

-BungaKarnisa-

Song Of The Day.

2011-05-31T14:11:00.000+07:00

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

Royal Wedding

2011-04-29T19:30:00.005+07:00

"Every Girl Wants "Prince Charming"and While He May Be Nice and All, I'm Thinking That I'd Rather Have The Guy That's Going To Call At 4a.m. Just To Say i Love You, Or Someone Who'll Stop By My House, After Just Hanging Up The Phone, Because He Wants To See How I'm really doing, Because I Said I Was Fine, but We Both Know I'm Lying. Or The Guy Who'll Stay Home On a Saturday Night With Me Because I'm Sick and Bring Me My Favorite Kind Of Candy, Even Though I Can't Eat It Because My Stomach Flips at The Idea. That Guy.That One Guy.He May Not Be "Prince Charming" To Anyone Else, But He'd Be My Hero. My 'Knight in Shining Armor.' Anyone Who'd Rather Stay Home On a Saturday Night and Lay With Me While I Sleep Just To Watch Me."

Fun-Trip!

2011-04-26T18:01:00.002+07:00

I just got back from my holiday to Singapore with my friends; Nilam, Keziah, Diva, Fira and Verra. The trip was so much fun! I had a blast pipol ;)

Papers&Pencils

2011-03-25T18:39:00.003+07:00

This picture is taken by Keziah in Asheville,USA.

Gado-gado.

Well, karena minggu depan udah masuk minggu mid semester di sman 8 jakarta bukit duri, so.............maybe this is the last blog before the exam. hiks hiks tapi janji bakal nge post lagi abis itu.

Kesalahan?well semua manusia pernah ngelakuin itu kan?either me. Gue melakukan beberapa kesalahan di waktu kemarin2 ataupun dulu, dan seperti manusia pada umumnya gue sangat ingin memperbaiki kesalahan gue itu, bukan balik ke masa lalu tapi lebih tepatnya kesempatan yang sekarang ini, I'll try harddddddddddd to improve my score for my mom and dad :)

Dan ada hal diluar pelajaran yang dimana gue juga membuat kesalahan yang eeeegh um agak sama agak setipe agak ngenes agak ya gimana gitu, ngga ngerti?gimana gue..............hahahaha intinya adalah gue jatuh dilubang yang sama 2 kali. Iya bener 2, dan saat kedua kali ini gue sadar ini bukan kesalahan tapi tapi tapi pilihan yang gue ambil dan salah juga. Intinya adalah ini cukup dijadiin pelajaran dan kenang2an kali ya. Life goes on.

Good things come to those who wait.........and make an effort. I'll try to kedepannya :) pokoknya stay calm and positive hahaha. I'm going to study math after this, why? that's my job as a student, and I want to be a good student since I want to make my mom and dad proud :) :)

"Jika kau bisa merelakan kehilanganmu, dia akan kembali dalam bentuk lain."
-BungaKarnisa-

What a

2011-03-22T19:22:00.003+07:00

"Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope."

Mates

2011-03-16T18:06:00.002+07:00

Have you ever been in kind of friend-bro-sis-ship? I do. I have this one man as my bestfriend/big brother. I knew him since 10 grader, and I won't tell his name in here, it's his privacy. I'm glad I meet someone like him, like really glaaaaaaaaaaaad. He's one of my best supporter. And why I called him as a man? cause he's acted like it, he's very mature, even though he doesn't realized that he's very mature.

As a human we have so many problems, right? so does he and me. We're both have problems, we shared, and in the end we smile..........and laugh. You know? sometimes lovers come and go, and hurt or being hurt. But bestfriend? They got your back, they can't hurt you, if they hurt you, what is it all about?at the end a bestfriend can't hurt you. He knows what I like and I dislike, he knows that I can't get through something's bad, and that's why he called me mmmm sort part of angel nyahahaha I want to laugh for his funny-ness hahaha.

I hope we can stay like this forever. Being a bestfriend wiiiiiiii I'm so happy. And no one can beat his sweetness people around him.

“What we do for ourselves dies with us. What we do for others and the world remains and is immortal.” -Albert Pine

-BungaKarnisa-

Life

2011-03-12T19:29:00.003+07:00

Today before you think of saying an unkind word – Think of someone who can’t speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food – Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife – Think of someone ho’s crying out for a companion.

Today before you complain about life – Think of someone who went too early to heaven/hell.

Before you complain about your children – Think of someone who desires children but they’re barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn’t clean or sweep – Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive – Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job – Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another – Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down – Put a smile on your face and thank — you’re alive and still around

Fall

2011-03-02T17:36:00.000+07:00

Tom: What happens if you fall in love?
Summer: Well, you don't believe that, do you?
Tom: It's love. It's not Santa Claus.

A Day Off

2011-03-02T15:46:00.004+07:00

I took a day off today cause.............I'm tired and sleepy. Btw the subjects in school today are not very "heavy". We're having P.E, Bahasa Indonesia, BTA, Biology, History, and English, Soooooo I decided to took a day off. Today was hm so-so but I loveeeee the sleepin' time today ahahahaha. I'm on my period now, so sorry for my sensitive feelings back days :(. Btw I miss the goodnight, so bad.

-BungaKarnisa-

From twitter:

2011-02-27T20:20:00.001+07:00

They say, what you want isn't always what you need. But in my case, what I want is what I need

I retweet this from @nisapardede

Sunday-Night

2011-02-27T19:39:00.004+07:00

Like always, Bahasa Indonesia.

Jam 19.45, 27 Februari 2011.

Menurut gue hari ini adalah............absurd. gue gatau kenapa, dimulai dari di bta tadi, semua orang ngomongin rencana kuliah masing-masing, terus konsultasi ke salah satu guru bta. Nggak, bukan soal kuliah atau jurusan yang bikin gue ngeri atau gimana, tapi jadi dewasa. Dewasa, kata-kata yang sering lo denger kan? kayak misalnya "lo dewasa dikitlah jadi orang" atau "Ih gila dia tuh dewasa banget ya" atau ya dewasa2 yang lainnya. Tapi hari ini gue mikir, dewasa tuh bukan kata-kata doang loh, menjadi dewasa, menjadi orang dewasa. Kadang-kadang gue ngeri, kalo misalnya sekarang lo punya orang-orang di keluarga yang bisa ngelindungin lo, ngasih makan, ngerawat dll, tapi 10-15 tahun kedepan?

Ya, kalo yang dilindungin, dirawat, dimanjain, di dayang2in itu lo sekarang, mungkin 10-15 tahun lagi lo yang harus ngelakuin itu ke anak-anak lo. Dimana lo keluar dari "comfort zone" dan yaaaa lo harus survived dalam hidup. Anggap aja sekolah lo dari kecil dan bimbingan orang tua itu ilmu buat lo, dan ada saatnya lo bakal mempraktekkan itu semua sebagai orang dewasa.

Harapan gue buat 10-12 tahun kedepan: *you can't read this* hahahaha I put this in my mind :)

hehehehe just another random post, tapi dalem menurut gue.
-BungaKarnisa-

A Conversation

2011-02-26T21:12:00.002+07:00

B (Bunga), A&J are both male.

B: Masih inget ngga sama cewe2 yang lo pernah suka dulu?
J: Nggak, ngapain diinget
B: Hah? kok gitu sih.................gue aja masih inget sama cowok yang gue pernah suka pas sd
A: Gue juga ngga inget tuh
J: Ngapain masukin hal yang ngga penting atau hal yang lo ngga butuhin sih bung? menuh2in otak sama pikiran aja loh
A: Iya
B: Tapi lo ngga bisa ngelupain sesuatu yang pernah berharga atau pernah bikin lo seneng kan?
J: Cowok tuh beda bung, ngapain sih menuh2in otak lo sama hal yang gapenting?malah bikin sakit
B: Diem.

Less

2011-02-26T21:08:00.000+07:00

A wise man once sat in the audience and cracked a joke. Everybody laughs like crazy. After a moment, he cracked the same joke again, less people laughed this time. He cracked the same joke again and again. When there was no laughter in the crowd he smiled and said

“you can’t laugh on the same joke again and again then why do you keep crying over the same thing over and over again?”

Finding Nemo

2011-02-25T20:10:00.000+07:00

Keep swimming, keep smiling :)

Roller-Coaster

2011-02-25T18:11:00.004+07:00

Let's write in Bahasa Indonesia,

Anyhow, sekarang gue mulai mikir kalo kata "ngga semua yang lo inginin bakal lo dapetin" itu bener, bener dalam arti positif loh ya. Misal, target gue dari SMP itu sebenernya pengen SMA di salah satu sma di daerah kebayoran, yang tentunya pake jalur khusus karena gue SMP disitu juga, But well..................di hari gue dikasih surat pengumuman yang ada dikertas adalah tulisan "tidak lulus jalur khusus". Jujur gue nangis, bete, sedih, apalah itu pokoknya gue kecewa. Tapi perjuangan gue ga sampe disitu aja, gue muter otak buat masa depan, buat ngebanggain orang tua dll. Pulang dari sekolah gue langsung daftar di Alpus 1, dan alhamdulillah keterima disitu. 2 minggu kemudian gue ikut tes sma yang gue mau tadinya, dan sekali lagi Alhamdulillah, gue keterima. Tapi abis itu gue mikir, mungkin dulu gue ngga keterima jalur khusus karena ada sesuatu yang lebih baik menanti di depan gue dan akhirnya sampai tes UAN berlangsung, gue ngga berambisi untuk dapet nem perfect pas itu, Alhamdulillah nem yang gue dapet sangat memuaskan, yang bisa mengantarkan gue ke sekolah gue sekarang, SMA 8 Jakarta.

SMA yang jujur gue baru tau bagusnya pas SMP kelas 2 akhir, karena tadinya gue gaada minat SMA yang jauh. SMA yang kalo orang denger, pasti bikin bangga. Dan sejak hari gue diterima disini, gue mutusin ini yang terbaik, kenapa?mungkin harusnya gue bisa diterima di jalur khusus SMA tadi, tapi Allah punya rencana lain, rencana lain yang lebih baik buat gue. Alhamdulillah.

Btw, "ngga semua yang lo inginin bakal lo dapetin" itu............juga berlaku buat ehm ya masalah cowok, mungkin lo gabakal bisa ngedapetin semua cowok yang lo suka, tapi percaya, lo bakal ngedapetin cowok yang terbaik buat lo, gimana cara taunya? Time will show it, mungkin kalo dulu banget lo pernah suka sama cowok "cool" dan dia biasa aja sama lo dan taunya sekarang pergaulan dia ngga bener, artinya lo udah dihindarin dari yang buruk, semakin lo dihindarin dari yang buruk, semakin lo akan sadar dan dekat dengan yang baik kan?:)

Apapun yang terjadi sama lo, percaya bahwa tuhan tau yang terbaik buat kita, dan kita cuma bisa berencana. Kalo orang itu ngga baik buat kita, dia bakal dijauhkan kok. Ngga baik buat kita belom tentu gabaik buat yang lain loh ya haha.

Tapi masih ada 1 pertanyaan yang ada di otak gue,

"Kita bakal tau kan, tapi sampai kapan?"

ehm yeah gue gatau pasti apa jawabannya.

-BungaKarnisa-

Night

2011-02-22T18:14:00.001+07:00

Te-heeeeeeeeeee remember the feeling when you got a "goodnight" from someone you like?

Want it.

Laughing

2011-02-20T14:12:00.000+07:00

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
Get it?

Try-Asher Book

2011-02-19T11:02:00.002+07:00

If i sing you a song, would you sing along?
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful.
Am i catching up to you?
While your running away to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready
But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough
If i walk would you run?
If i stop would you come?
If i say you're the one would you believe me?

Awesome :)

Siomay Pink

2011-02-18T21:49:00.003+07:00

This is for cinematography subject at my school. As you can see, Pinkypinkkk everywhere! zzzzzzzz enough is enough for pink. Well, the siomay's colour is not pink.............................too bad :p

Delapan 2012

2011-02-16T18:51:00.003+07:00

8 2012 tangguh :)

Picture's credit to Motya Anjani

Common sense: Pain

2011-02-15T19:03:00.001+07:00

"Pain, it comes in all forms. The small twinge, a bit of soreness, the random pain, the normal pains that we live with everyday. Then there’s the kind of pain you can’t ignore. A level of pain so great that it blocks out everything else; makes the rest of your world fade away until all we can think about is how much we hurt. How we manage our pain is up to us. Pain. We anesthetize, ride it out, embrace it, ignore it… and for some of us, the best way to manage pain is to just push through it."

-Grey's Anatomy

This.

2011-02-15T18:10:00.000+07:00

"The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected."
-Nicholas Sparks

Be Strong :)

2011-02-14T20:18:00.002+07:00

To be Grateful

2011-02-12T11:03:00.003+07:00

Grateful. One of the best word I've ever known, why? It's probably one of the hardest thing to do

but in the same time is one of the best thing, if you do it. I know I don't have everything I want, I'm not

perfect, but at the same time, Alhamdulillah I've got a perfect life :) :) , I have:

1. I believe in Allah and I'm moslem, I really want to takes my fealty to higher level :)

2. My mother and my father, I love them with my all feelings, the point is I simply love them.

3. My sister and my brother, even though we used to fight over a little thing but I love them actually.

4. My best friend, I'm so lucky to have bestfriend like I have, They're simply the best and I don't want
anything to change from them, amen.

5. I lived in perfect family, perfect life, everything's seems to be nice.

6. I have my second family in Asheville, NC, USA. They're name are Chuck and Becky and ofcourse they're little doggy Ellie, I love them :)

7. I can eat what I want, I can buy everything I need, I can do everything I like. I feel so blessed

8. Last but not least, I have this one guy that I like, he can makes me smile all the time, we're pretty close right now, I don't know what he really feels about me instead of I know that his very nice to me, Let's just hoped that everything will be good in the end. :)

Untitled ( too confused)

2010-10-09T07:38:00.003+07:00

well I got this picture in tumblr...................and you def can tell why I like this picture. All girls do I think :)

Long time no post

2009-12-05T12:33:00.002+07:00

hmmm ya udh lama bgt yaaaa ngga ngepost disini hahaha my bad bloggy :P janji bakal ngepost abis sumatif yeay hehe wait for me bloggy :)

Move to tumblr

2009-10-24T07:34:00.002+07:00

hey just to let you know that maybe blogger doesn't suite me well. I don't like too many writes hahaha K,just check out my tumblr :))))

www.laughtersdaybyday.tumblr.com

Click here!

My Bored Eater =p

2009-09-24T18:00:00.002+07:00

My twitter : @bngakarnisa

My facebook: Bunga Karnisa

My MSN: bungakarnisa@hotmail.com

If you want to add it, feel free too add okay :) thankiesss

- bungakarnisa

Precious?yes

2009-09-16T15:56:00.006+07:00

A. Gina Wedya Raiza

awwwwww she's soooooo kind and funny,like i'm being really "me" when i'm with her,even though she's very young compared to the others x-graders,she's very mature though hehe.Idk like she is very real to me,she is not a social climbers uuuya and she's pretty without trying to be.I can share everything with her from boys to subjects tee-hee

this is Gina :D

B. Kasandika Ganiarsa or Arsa

He's the kindest-most caring-most patient guy i've ever met,well since i met him when i was 4 years old tee-hee,but i've known him better at 5 th grade and known him more better when i was in Junior Highschool.He's my bestfriend and i'm happy with it :)

ini arsa :D

Don't change ya hihi,
bungakarnisa

Happiness?

2009-09-16T15:24:00.001+07:00

"Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections"

Dear sushi

2009-06-28T12:00:00.005+07:00

Why you are so addicting?

But, if you look like this...

I'm sorry I won't eat you :P

okidoki it's my first time here

2009-06-24T16:44:00.000+07:00

hey hey, it's my first time here <3

ehm jadi sebenernya gue bukan orang yang suka nulis2 atau apalah itu,tapi kayanya gara-gara tren mungkin jadi pengen aja nulis,biasalah korban mode hahahaha,terus mungkin gue bisa sehari posting banyaaaaaaaaaaaaaak bgt kalo rewel maklum lah hehehe tp bisa juga ga nge pos yg lamaaaaaaa juga kalo lg males hehe,well enjoy!