Goodie Song

In a crowded place, I see just your face
And it looks so familiar
I can't get to you, though I'm trying to
There are just too many barriers

But I only see you, in all that I do
To the rest I am blind
I don't want something new, other than you,
For the rest of my life

People talking lough, I can't hear the crowd
You are so much more appealing
I'll be honest girl, you've become my world
And I'll spend my life exploring

'Cause I only see you, in all that I do
To the rest I am blind
I don't want something new, other than you,
For the rest of my life

(Benton Paul)

This song is so under-rated, It's a nice song though.

never regret what you do, only regret what you don't do,

-bungakarnisa-

Free.

Hi guys! it's been awhile since I had my super-long-time-final-exam. It's totally exhausting haha. So today I'm going to shop with my mom, and it's totally a girls day out. Say what?yippie. I know for my randomness but I think I'm having a superb great time but also with a little.....yeah you can call it heart-aching(?). You know, sometimes people come and go, and sometimes the people who you wanted to stay the most are the people who are meant to go. But it's okay, people come and go right?........I guess.

I'm totally sorry for my randomness, let's get back to the main idea. Freedom. Holiday. Having fun. I'm having about 1 month day off I guess from now. Even though you can't call it all of that days are "the day you can rest, sleep, or etc", but it's officially a day off from school subjects (not from school thingy). But I'm glad the rough school days are over. You know, In the exam week for my senior high school (SMAN 8 Jakarta), it's like a war month (I'm not saying that is an exam week cause it's totally a month not a week). You know, everybody study harden than you can ever imagine, some didn't sleep through the night for BioChemieMathPhysic, and some others didn't sleep until 1 am 2 am or 3 am. It's totally hectic month hahaha. And you know, I ate like a pig (I meant it) for a month because of those exams. I ate everything, I want to ate everything.........gosh.

But it's totally over and I'm glad, and we're waiting for the rest of score this week or next week. Pssssst I'm going to take a shower after this (I know,lazy cow), so catch up later, Alligator!

-BungaKarnisa-

Song Of The Day.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

Royal Wedding

"Every Girl Wants "Prince Charming"and While He May Be Nice and All, I'm Thinking That I'd Rather Have The Guy That's Going To Call At 4a.m. Just To Say i Love You, Or Someone Who'll Stop By My House, After Just Hanging Up The Phone, Because He Wants To See How I'm really doing, Because I Said I Was Fine, but We Both Know I'm Lying. Or The Guy Who'll Stay Home On a Saturday Night With Me Because I'm Sick and Bring Me My Favorite Kind Of Candy, Even Though I Can't Eat It Because My Stomach Flips at The Idea. That Guy.That One Guy.He May Not Be "Prince Charming" To Anyone Else, But He'd Be My Hero. My 'Knight in Shining Armor.' Anyone Who'd Rather Stay Home On a Saturday Night and Lay With Me While I Sleep Just To Watch Me."

Fun-Trip!

I just got back from my holiday to Singapore with my friends; Nilam, Keziah, Diva, Fira and Verra. The trip was so much fun! I had a blast pipol ;)

Papers&Pencils

This picture is taken by Keziah in Asheville,USA.

Gado-gado.

Well, karena minggu depan udah masuk minggu mid semester di sman 8 jakarta bukit duri, so.............maybe this is the last blog before the exam. hiks hiks tapi janji bakal nge post lagi abis itu.

Kesalahan?well semua manusia pernah ngelakuin itu kan?either me. Gue melakukan beberapa kesalahan di waktu kemarin2 ataupun dulu, dan seperti manusia pada umumnya gue sangat ingin memperbaiki kesalahan gue itu, bukan balik ke masa lalu tapi lebih tepatnya kesempatan yang sekarang ini, I'll try harddddddddddd to improve my score for my mom and dad :)

Dan ada hal diluar pelajaran yang dimana gue juga membuat kesalahan yang eeeegh um agak sama agak setipe agak ngenes agak ya gimana gitu, ngga ngerti?gimana gue..............hahahaha intinya adalah gue jatuh dilubang yang sama 2 kali. Iya bener 2, dan saat kedua kali ini gue sadar ini bukan kesalahan tapi tapi tapi pilihan yang gue ambil dan salah juga. Intinya adalah ini cukup dijadiin pelajaran dan kenang2an kali ya. Life goes on.

Good things come to those who wait.........and make an effort. I'll try to kedepannya :) pokoknya stay calm and positive hahaha. I'm going to study math after this, why? that's my job as a student, and I want to be a good student since I want to make my mom and dad proud :) :)

"Jika kau bisa merelakan kehilanganmu, dia akan kembali dalam bentuk lain."
-BungaKarnisa-

What a

"Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, Every story we're told implores us to wait for it, the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope."